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Clade Song 16

Show me what you’ve learned from sorrow

Oft ic sceolde ana uhtna gehwylce/ mine ceare cwiþan

                                                --The Wanderer

Some days I watch       the ants            venture

            to
                        and fro

from my living room    recliner            Other

            days I spray them

as they flow                  from cracks

            in the floor                   and witness

their suffering
                                   
                        their deaths      brutal

but also

                        ordinary

Some nights     as dark falls      like ragged       scraps

            of cloth
                                    I listen              to my children

recount            the words         torn                  from dreamless

            sleep    so little             separates          them                from suffering—

a sheet
           
            a shadow                      Can you          

                                    relate

It’s already June           but the weather is still tuned

            to         grey                  mist like a morning                  ghost   
                       
            emptinesssothickitpressesinto  

Sometimes       we keep           reading             long past

            the last             line                 in the last         work

because we know         there must be               more    but       there is no

            measure                       to this dark                   and I only believe

in God             when writing                poems

 
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Peter Grandbois is the author of sixteen books, including, most recently the poetry collection, Story of a Pilgrim (Tiger Bark Press, 2026). His poems, stories, and essays have appeared in nearly two-hundred magazines. His plays have been nominated for several New York Innovative Theatre Awards and have been performed in numerous cities. He is poetry editor at Boulevard magazineand teaches at Denison University in Ohio. You can find him at www.petergrandbois.com